moment of clarity

Sitting meditation this morning ... not minding the circular saw + hammering + sawsall on metal background ... thoughts of the tasks before me passing in and out ... one stuck ... I saw my usual m.o. when I get to work on a big project - absolutely driven ... today I'm altering my operation quotient and changing driven to joyful and happily engaged.  It already feels very different.

Still listening to Cat Power ... This is the one I was looking for yesterday and ran out of time ... first heard it in Wrong-Eyed Jesus and thought it was Beth Orton.  Similar or not, I love this song.

happily engaged and sending copious blessings - kvk